First poem - after

In Gilbert the silos shimmer during dusk,
cottontails bounce quietly at the riparian.
The Four Peaks protruded amid the Mazatzal Mountains.
They look like dazzling diamonds in sunshine.
It reminds me of the jewels at Versailles
encased all around the palace.
Sapphires, pearls, red rubies like drops of blood
that could not go unseen.
But in Gilbert fields are fading out
and sunsets are fiery.

6 months

well, its been 6 months since we broke up
and it seems like yesterday i was still holding your hand.

Serial

Hey at the book store where we went to next to Best Buy where Jay saw Adnan before he murdered Hae Min. Do they buy books there too? Like school texts?

jon's wise words

No that's fine
Cause you spent a long time with him
Thats why i feel sad for you
Because you cant remove that feeling
But think about it
He's super conservative
Not spiritual
Not open minded
Better it end on better terms like this
Than you two hating the fuck out of each other

lavender & peppermint

i still dislike baths

01-26 final

In Gilbert the silos shimmer during dusk,

cottontail bunnies bounce quietly at the Riparian.

The Four Peaks protrude amid the Mazatzal Mountains.

Their peaks look like dazzling diamonds in sunshine. 

It reminds me of the jewels at Versailles 

encased all around the palace. 

Sapphires, pearls, red rubies like drops of blood

that could not go unseen.

But in Gilbert fields are fading out

and sunsets are fiery. 

Just a slip

I finally let loose while you kept a watchful eye on me.
And then you accidentally tell me you love me.
I was way too drunk to respond, so i guess i fell asleep.

Im Gonna Be

I found our Anthem :')

Ifs are cruel

If i could-
If i could-
If i could-

Ugh damn it!

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I have a lot on my mind. Usually youre in the mix.
I'm taking a creative writing course this semester... Why? Because i want to write about you.

If i can't get you out of my head putting "you" on paper might help.

Weirdly enough

I get guilty thinking about you and i a lot. The weird part is: i did not know i liked you as much as my head makes me realize.

I thought that we weren't working out before i left because i didn't feel that lovey-dovey feeling anymore. That was me not knowing a single thing about relationships which is now something i can learn from.

It was incredibly stupid to lose your trust. If i could go back to July i would change what i did. I would have learned about relationships in my body, mind and spirit class. Perhaps that would have helped us?

You miss what you can't have. I miss your parents and Satchmo, your room and bed. That white fleece blanket that had two different sides. Your kitchen, us making Greek salads and that pecan flour cake.

---uhh

King size bedz

I want a king size bed!
And I'll roll around until I've gone from one side to the other. Then I'll get comfortable. I'll sleep.
I'll have lots of sheets.  Probably two pillows though.
Pillows waste time, man! I want to jump in bed not have to throw pillow after pillow off onto the floor.
Someone buy me a king size bed  

Rain II

The drops fall groups at a time.
The noise is lovely. Absolutely meditative.
Why can i not remember clearly now? I want to, damn it!

Rain

I can hear the rain outside my room
Did we ever dance in the rain? We sure did kiss in it.

Wrapped in blankets

Those blankets aren't yours :(