elena,
you didnt have to pull the trigger.
you could have dialed your mom
your sisters, anyone. you could have dialed
and hung up or dialed
and said hello.
hello, i have depressiondepression.
black, gray and even
darker are the thoughts I keep.
You chose
to flood us with endless whatifs
whatifs
whatif she wasnt all there.
whatif she didnt realize it.
whatif she was tired of living.
but
now
whatifs change. and
i ask myself whatif
whatif
whatif i would have talked to her
and
whatif she would have told me
whatif it would have helped
fuck you, elena. whatifs dont bring you back
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