You Died

You died as I was arriving
and when i cried
I was told it wouldnt help me

I should have agreed with that
You will never know i cry for you
or how much i admired you
or how much i loved you

You will never know

i was in the same state.


I can cry and feel sorrow
And it isnt going to help
Yet i'll keep on crying

Stagnent

Is that running or still??
Still. Which reminds me of my current situation. I want to be told whether ill be moving or not. It's mudding up the water- do i apply for a job or sit in the area? Time will tell.

do you love me, do you want to be my friend

Your voice was heavy,
Nashville, Tennesse.
Freckled skin
Brunnette hair
Grayblue eyes
In love with me

In love with me
I am in love with you forever
How silly, I want to be your friend
And yet i told you
I love you
But it isn't working out
No good in goodbye


Colder weather reminds me of that deep voice too

It can be frustrating 2/22/16

If i let you go what will happen?
Because an open relationship
is something worth trying out.
A relationship at this point in my life
just isnt worth it.

Well, it has been. But you told me you do not want children. 

Sometime from two thousand fifteen

My thoughts are sporadic. I can't collect them, I have about five things going on at once. Doesn't seem like a lot but goodness gracious, it seems like a bazillion. Life is great, life is fun and life is something i absolutely love at the moment. Unfortunately, I get confused easily and that's my problem. I wish I could go back to kindergarten and have my parents teach me even at that ripe age of four that school is important. That in third, fourth, fifth and sixth grade learning basic math is important as fuck. I still have to use my fingers for addition.. Learn, learn! That reading will take you to far away lands with red planets, everlasting families and most importantly veg heads that live a healthy, happy life. (Obviously the most important of topics..) and Europe. My dream is becoming a reality.

describing food

Soft Heavy

Chewy Tough

Crunchy Brittle

Grainy Slimy

Smooth 

Tart Sweet Pungent

Robust Sour Spicy 

Flat Salty Light

Describing each and every bite 

Imagine it was your last bite, what is it you want

Creamy

Soft

Spicy Sweet 

Fresh

The pasta and tiramisu at La Biata in Garmisch 

Yesterday's News

All of it has changed because I love your spunk and couldn't deal with anyone else's.

You'll visit anywhere I'm at and fall asleep on my shoulder.

Thank you, kind sir.

You're the reason I'm less grumpy.