could you be loved and be loved

Bob..you're totally speaking to my soul right now. "Say something... say something...."

C'mon, just fucking speak.  Emotions are given to everyone for a reason. Express them. Who cares if you're a boy....just say something....

new year, new me?

Resolutions for the year:
- sleep harder not longer
-smile whenever possible
-enjoy the little things
-take a risk every single day

love triangle no more

Wow, when you want someone to like you and they do, score. Then another distant figure approaches and confesses that he likes you too. But you don't like the distance that you've had. You choose the boy that's near for warmth and comfort.

#Humboldt

take a risk everyday

that moment when
he's the warmest blanket you've had,
smells of familiar cologne,
tells you, "I don't work out," confidently,
makes you feel comfortable around him,
notices minor details,
goofs around and laughs at himself,
wears two layers underneath his pants.

The last month of the year.

currently random things that I am interested in areeee:

hudson taylor (folk band)
diy crafts- painted mugs
curled hair
knitted scarves
roadkill ghost choir
kodaline
white peppermint ice cream (seasonal..such a downer)
knitting
the hot neighbor next door...ha ha, if only. our Christmas tree, Wilbur
sleeping

The Holidays!

These months have been tough, but when I can enjoy it with some great experiences it makes up for it- little by little.